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Love Story

Where do I begin

To tell the story

Of how great a love can be

The sweet love story

That is older than the sea

The single truth about the love she brings to me

Where do I start

With her first hello

She gave a meaning

To this empty world of mine

There’ll never be

Another love another time

She came into my life

And made the living fine

She fills my heart

She fills my heart

With very special things

With angel songs

With wild imaginings

She fills my soul

With so much love

That anywhere I go

I’m never lonely

With her along

who could be lonely

I reach for her hand

It’s always there

How long does it last

Can love be measured by the hours in a day

I have no answers now

But this much I can say

I know I’ll need her till the stars all burn away

And she’ll be there…

How long does it last

Can love be measured by the hours in a day

I have no answers now

But this much I can say

I know I’ll need her till the stars all burn away

And she’ll be there

Please say you love me too

CELINE DION LYRICS


"I Love You"

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
'Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe I, I need a little love yeah
And maybe I, I need a little care
And maybe I, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

you

چشمانت راز آتش است
و عشقت پیروزیِ آدمیست،
و آغوشت اندک جایی برای زیستن، اندک جایی برای مردن...

بوسه بارانم کن امشب...

بوسه بارانم کن امشب...
برای دلم سنگ تمام بگذار!
تنهایی را از آغوشم جدا کن
و دستانت را به دورم حلقه کن
چشمانت هم اگر لبخند همیشگی اش را نثارم کند
که دیگر معرکه است...
آرزویی نمی ماند، جز اینکه؛
امشب "یلدا" باشد...


معصوم وهابی

گفتم زمان عشرت دیدی که چون سر آمد

گفتـم غـم تو دارم گفتا غمت سر آید
گفتـم کـه ماه من شو گفتا اگر برآید
گفـتـم ز مـهرورزان رسم وفا بیاموز
گـفـتا ز خوبرویان این کار کمـتر آید
گفـتـم کـه بر خیالت راه نظر ببندم
گفـتا که شب رو است او از راه دیگر آید
گفتـم که بوی زلفت گمراه عالمم کرد
گـفـتا اگر بدانی هم اوت رهـبر آید
گفـتـم خوشا هوایی کز باد صبح خیزد
گفـتا خنـک نسیمی کز کوی دلبر آید
گفتم که نوش لعلت ما را به آرزو کشت
گـفـتا تو بـندگی کن کو بنده پرور آید
گفـتـم دل رحیمت کی عزم صلح دارد
گفـتا مـگوی با کس تا وقت آن درآید
گفتم زمان عشرت دیدی که چون سر آمد
گفتا خموش حافظ کاین غصه هم سر آید

وجود گمشده ای را دوباره خواهم جست

من آفتاب درخشان و ماه تابان را

بهین طراوت سرسبزی بهاران را

زلال زمزمه روشنان باران را درود خواهم گفت

صفای باغ و چمن دشت و کوهساران را

و من چو ساقه نورسته بازخواهم رست

و درتمامی اشیا پاک تجریدی

وجود گمشده ای را

دوباره خواهم جست 

حمید مصدق ( از جدایی ها)

درافتادم به گرداب غم عشق

مرا با سوز جان بگذار و بگذر
اسیر وناتوان بگذار و بگذر
چو شمعی سوختم از آتش عشق
مرا آتش بگذار و بگذر
دلی چون لاله بی داغ غمت نیست
بر این دل هم نشان بگذار و بگذر
مرابا یک جهان اندوه جانسوز
تو ای نامهربان بگذار و بگذر
دوچشمی را که مفتون رخت بود
کنون گوهرفشان بگذار و بگذر
درافتادم به گرداب غم عشق
مرا در این میان بگذارو بگذر
به او گفتم حمید از هجر فرسود

به من گفتا : جهان بگذار و بگذر

غم عشق و رسواییم دیگه از کی پنهونه

به من امشب ای ساقی بده می دریا دریا
اونقدر امشب مستم کن که بشم دور از دنیا
بده جامی ای ساقی که بسازم با دردام

ساقی ساقی ای ساقی باز مستم و دیوونه

هنوز دیوونشم من اسیر دل تو دستاش
عزیزم اونه اما غریبم من تو دنیاش
آخ که دیگه یادش نیست که میگفت دلدارم باش

ساقی ساقی ای ساقی باز مستم و دیوونه
غم عشق و رسواییم دیگه از کی پنهونه

Who am I?

My life defines in two phases hell and wonderland.I just stuck between these two phases, and as much as try It gets harder to define where I am. I spend sometimes in my wonderland an fuck myself. Then it seems I am ready to go to next phase, but I will land in the hell again. When I am in the hell phase I think that I am not in hell but after couple months , I realize what the hell I am doing here. Later on, somehow I came out of the hell that is so hard. As you expected, the cycle starts over and over. I know it seems weird, and you as a reader cannot understand what I am talking about. Do not worry it is not really important to know  

حلقه

حلقه

دخترک خنده کنان گفت که چیست
راز این حلقه ی زر
راز این حلقه که انگشت مرا
این چنین تنگ گرفته است به بر

راز این حلقه که در چهره ی او
این همه تابش و رخشندگی است
مرد حیران شد و گفت :
حلقه ی خوشبختی است ، حلقه زندگی است

همه گفتند : مبارک باشد
دخترک گفت : دریغا که مرا
باز در معنی آن شک باشد
سال ها رفت و شبی

زنی افسرده نظر کرد بر آن حلقه ی زر
دید در نقش فروزنده ی او
روزهایی که به امید وفای شوهر
به هدر رفته ، هدر

زن پریشان شد و نالید که وای
وای ، این حلقه که در چهره ی او
باز هم تابش و رخشندگی است
حلقه ی بردگی و بندگی است

Finally, I made a decision after couple days. I had a hard time to make this decision.I am so glad that I did not make a wrong decision that  could end up with something that I did not expect it. It was the hardest  decision that I have ever made. Now I can sleep well at nigh without any worry.It was Like a heavy rock that I carried for couple days. Right now I am a free again as always 

rozmaregi

3 ruze ke daeem dare barun miyad. kashki  ye zarash to orumiye miyumad.
ye chizi to zendegim hast ke bayad faramush konam va alan badjuri aziyatam mikone agarche ke rahi baraye faramushish nist ama say mikonam ba  mashghul kardane khodam kamtar behesh fekr konam. varzesh yeki az rahe mashghul karadane khodame.
emruz kale sobh pashodam raftam 1500 feet shena kardam. badam aine mordeha raftam sare class.taze dishabam faghat 5 saat khabidam.

taze to pc zaban Farsi ya Persian ham nist nazdiktarin zaban behesh pashto ke onam emtehan kardam ye seri horufe alephbaro nadare in ke majburam finglish benevisam.

دود می خیزد ز خلوتگاه من. کس خبر کی یابد از ویرانه ام ؟

دود می خیزد

دود می خیزد ز خلوتگاه من.
کس خبر کی یابد از ویرانه ام ؟
با درون سوخته دارم سخن.
کی به پایان می رسد افسانه ام ؟
دست از دامان شب برداشتم
تا بیاویزم به گیسوی سحر.
خویش را از ساحل افکندم در آب،
لیک از ژرفای دریا بی خبر.
بر تن دیوارھا طرح شکست.
کس دگر رنگی در این سامان ندید.
چشم میدوزد خیال روز و شب
از درون دل به تصویر امید.
تا بدین منزل نھادم پای را
از درای کاروان بگسسته ام.
گرچه می سوزم از این آتش به جان ،
لیک بر این سوختن دل بسته ام.
تیرگی پا می کشد از بام ھا :
صبح می خندد به راه شھر من.
دود می خیزد ھنوز از خلوتم.
با درون سوخته دارم سخن.

سهراب سپهری کتاب رنگ مرگ

A Moment With You


Hey this won't take much time
We won't touch, we'll just wait for signs
And nothing was further from my mind
Than this moment with you

But if you'd only told me baby
I would have made some other plans
If I'd only seen it sooner
But what away with your hands you had
I wanted that moment with you

I know that it's wrong
But if you need me, I'm here , turns me on
I can't help thinking it's a miracle you're here
I can't help thinking it's a miracle

Say, you don't waste much time
We don't touch, do we baby
But still my hands are tied
For that moment with you

But if you'd only told me baby
I would have made some other plans
If I'd only seen it sooner
But what a way with your hands you have
I wanted that moment with you

You know that I'm strong
And I've no reason to fear, am I wrong
I can't help thinking it's a miracle you're here
I can't help thinking it's a miracle
I can't help thinking it's a miracle
I can't help thinking it's a miracle
I can't help thinking it's a miracle you're here

You can't keep holding it in when it's something good
Get up, get up
You can't keep holding it in when it's something good
Get up, get up

And who can you trust Dealing out justice
With a minimum of fuss
Who baby
Dealing out justice...

I'd hold you in my arms and never let go

I Surrender


There's so much life I've left to live and this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me, I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream and forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you

'Cause I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too, we'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe, I'd make you give them all to me

I'd hold you in my arms, never let go, I surrender

I know I can't survive another night away from you
You're the reason I go on, now I need to live the truth
Right now there's no better time, from this fear I will break free
And I live again with love and no they can't take that away from me
And they will see, yeah


I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too, we'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe, I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go, I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, baby
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Can't you hear my call? I surrender all

'Cause I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too, we'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe, I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go, I surrender

Right here, right now I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me, my everything, I surrender all to you
Right now I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me, my everything, I surrender

So goodbye But please don't take my heart

George Michael - Kissing a Fool

You are far

When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death, and from my heart
Strange that you were strong enough
To even make a start
But you'll never find
Peace of mind,
'Til you listen to your heart

People
You can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will
For they will
If you let them
Steal your heart from you
People
Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
We should have seen love through

Fooled me with the tears in your eyes
Covers me with kisses and lies
So goodbye
But please don't take my heart

You are far
I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart
Maybe I'll be strong enough
I don't know where to start
But I'll never find
Peace of mind
While I listen to my heart

People
You can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will,
For they will
If you let them
Steal your heart

And people
Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
But remember this
Every other kiss
That you ever give
Long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man
One you really can surrender with
I will wait for you
Like I always do
There's something there
That can't compare with any other

You are far
When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death, and from my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you'd love me too
I guess you were kissing a fool
You must have been kissing a fool

From: http://www.musicbabylon.com

Careless Whisper

Careless Whisper
I feel so unsure
As I take your hand

And lead you to the dance floor

As the music dies
Something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen
And all its sad goodbyes

chorus :
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/george_michael/
The careless whisper of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

chorus

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me
Please stay

chorus

Now that you've gone
Now that you've gone
Now that you've gone
Was what I did so wrong
So wrong that you had to leave me alone

سپیده

در دور دست
قویی پریده بی گاه از خواب
شوید غبار نیل ز بال و پر سپید.
لب ھای جویبار
لبریز موج زمزمه در بستر سپید.
در ھم دویده سایه و روشن.
لغزان میان خرمن دوده
شبتاب می فروزد در آذر سپید.
ھمپای رقص نازک نی زار
مرداب می گشاید چشم تر سپید.
خطی ز نور روی سیاھی است:
گویی بر آبنوس درخشد زر سپید.
دیوار سایه ھا شده ویران.
دست نگاه در افق دور
کاخی بلند ساخته با مرمر سپید.

سهراب سپهری کتاب رنگ مرگ

چرند و پرند

بعد از مدتها حس می کنم دارم به اون ارامش روحی که می خواهم می رسم. حس بسیار لذت بخشی است.